Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Day 1- And He Was Everything I Said Never 2

 Ok so the 1st day blog is dedicated to my current relationship status. I am currently happily taken and Im loving most of the days as being Mrz. Jerome Wordlaw. 

We have been an established couple since May 14, 2010...my prom night. Before this day we were just "Boo Boo"s who flirted with each other but neva once thought twice about being with each other. He was not somebody that I thought I would see myself being with, let alone giving him a second of my day. He was everything that I was against and that I vowed to NEVER date...but now I learned never say never.

Before the end of senior year and before Jerome, I was determined never to give a drug dealer the time of day...especially if he was off the Ave. I said to myself that I wouldn't date any boy shorter than or the same height as me. I professed that I would neva date anyone younger than me or my age...only older men. ALL these standards were changed and thrown out the window when I decided to give my babes a chance.

We go throw our ups and downs & lately its been a hard time of down times. However, through it all we stick together and I believe were going to make. Sometimes I question myself why Im with him. I listen to my friends and family who all try to tell me I can do better. I know I can but I rather do him. I rather give him the chance to be better for me. I cant just give up on him because if I do, I would feel as if we wasted both of our times. I know he loves me & wants to be with me...we just have to let everyone else know it.

All & All, through all the drama of both our lives, through our ups & down, our Ins & Outs....I love this boy with all my soul. It feels good to be & love...I wish for the best as we continue to walk & see how this goes 


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